So I finally passed the SAF Driving test at the third attempt yesterday which makes me a qualified military driver, thank God. They were times when I felt like giving up, especially after the second attempt. When you feel so close to passing, it's normal to feel down for a while. And adding to that good news, I now have 5 off days starting from today.

Went for Friday Prayers (at last), walked beside the Bowen field and can't help but envy those kids playing on such a nice turf. Back during my time, the field was filled with patches of sand and dried grass. Anyway, I'm going to Punggol later to play! Can't wait! It's been what, 2 or 3 months since I last kicked a ball. Invited Min but he said his feet is swollen after he fell down. Haaaa. But wished he was okay so that he could join me in the pitch and reignite the chemistry.

Okay, going out now. So long Dreamers.

After 4 days at home (3 whole days to be exact), I don't wanna book innnnnn! On the other side, i really need to make a decision on Laneway Fest. Told Shafiq I'm going, but still not yet totally decided. M83, The Horrors and The Pains..
Shall use this week to make the final decision.

Stayed up the whole night only to witness a rubbish performance from the lads. Liverpool 3 - 1 Newcastle. Sure, Dad will be quietly happy along with some of my friends. Get ready to face some humiliation, as always when my team lost to a top 4 side, when I book in on Monday.

Still not slept yet. Watching That thing you do!. Liv Tyler is so beautiful. There's just something about her, that awkward sweetness and the stare, the eyes, the hair.

Realised I scrobbled Ziana Zain onto last.fm, heeee. >>>>

i need a massage soon, but i'm abit ticklish.

body aches, from lying/sleeping on the cold hard concrete floor at every opportunity i can grasped.

driving course is about to end.

such a lovely and funny bunch of friends i've made here.

sighhh, if only some of them are in my unit too.

A little bit of update. I have some free time now so maybe could just waste it on this blog.

POP-ed on 8th October.
Posted to Mandai Hill Camp as Driver.
18 months left to divorce SAF!

Nothing much, just that I don't know.. that feeling I had during secondary school again.
Does she? Or am I just thinking too much?
Just hope God shows me a way.

Anyway, I'm much more into tumblr already,
likeadaydream-.tumblr.com

I'm not one to splash out the cash on IT gadgets and gaming stuffs but up until recently, I've this urge to really get a PS3 and maybe an Itouch or Iphone or any I-stuffs. I've just broke my Ben & Jerry's virginity so to break the Apple product virginity next is like becoming a spending whore. I'll probably wait another couple of weeks or so until I make my final decision to get either one.

2 weeks more to go. Excited really. But what worries me is the future since I still can't pass my Ippt and thus blow off any chances to go to command school. I made tremendous improvement on SBJ, breaking my 200cm barrier. Jumped 212cm but still 4cm short to pass. Pull-up still need 2 more to pass. Trained my ass off each day, but my knees are close to dying. I really really really fear for it. Just have to pray and hope that my leadership skills pull me up. 2.4km is a pleasant surprise though, a timing of 10:30.

Alright, gotta get ready for book in.

Booked out early this morning. Booking in later tonight. Why? Cause I had to do weekend guard duty. 4 shifts of 2 hrs guard, 4 hrs rest. Not gonna explain much. Just that it's been the toughest week so far with hardly any rest and fucking little sleep and top it all off, when I was so looking forward to going back home on a Sat to get me rest and see the family, received news that I had to do that guard duty.

Down and depressed at that time but what to do, suck thumb. Bar Raya, the next two weeks will be hell. Field camp right after raya! Die!