Like a daydream

2012-01-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

So I finally passed the SAF Driving test at the third attempt yesterday which makes me a qualified military driver, thank God. They were times when I felt like giving up, especially after the second attempt. When you feel so close to passing, it's normal to feel down for a while. And adding to that good news, I now have 5 off days starting from today.

Went for Friday Prayers (at last), walked beside the Bowen field and can't help but envy those kids playing on such a nice turf. Back during my time, the field was filled with patches of sand and dried grass. Anyway, I'm going to Punggol later to play! Can't wait! It's been what, 2 or 3 months since I last kicked a ball. Invited Min but he said his feet is swollen after he fell down. Haaaa. But wished he was okay so that he could join me in the pitch and reignite the chemistry.

Okay, going out now. So long Dreamers.

2012-01-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

After 4 days at home (3 whole days to be exact), I don't wanna book innnnnn! On the other side, i really need to make a decision on Laneway Fest. Told Shafiq I'm going, but still not yet totally decided. M83, The Horrors and The Pains..
Shall use this week to make the final decision.

2011-12-31T09:32:00.003+08:00

Stayed up the whole night only to witness a rubbish performance from the lads. Liverpool 3 - 1 Newcastle. Sure, Dad will be quietly happy along with some of my friends. Get ready to face some humiliation, as always when my team lost to a top 4 side, when I book in on Monday.

Still not slept yet. Watching That thing you do!. Liv Tyler is so beautiful. There's just something about her, that awkward sweetness and the stare, the eyes, the hair.

Realised I scrobbled Ziana Zain onto last.fm, heeee. >>>>

2011-12-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

i need a massage soon, but i'm abit ticklish.

body aches, from lying/sleeping on the cold hard concrete floor at every opportunity i can grasped.

driving course is about to end.

such a lovely and funny bunch of friends i've made here.

sighhh, if only some of them are in my unit too.

2011-12-18T13:12:00.003+08:00

A little bit of update. I have some free time now so maybe could just waste it on this blog.

POP-ed on 8th October.
Posted to Mandai Hill Camp as Driver.
18 months left to divorce SAF!

Nothing much, just that I don't know.. that feeling I had during secondary school again.
Does she? Or am I just thinking too much?
Just hope God shows me a way.

Anyway, I'm much more into tumblr already,
likeadaydream-.tumblr.com

2011-09-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

I'm not one to splash out the cash on IT gadgets and gaming stuffs but up until recently, I've this urge to really get a PS3 and maybe an Itouch or Iphone or any I-stuffs. I've just broke my Ben & Jerry's virginity so to break the Apple product virginity next is like becoming a spending whore. I'll probably wait another couple of weeks or so until I make my final decision to get either one.

2 weeks more to go. Excited really. But what worries me is the future since I still can't pass my Ippt and thus blow off any chances to go to command school. I made tremendous improvement on SBJ, breaking my 200cm barrier. Jumped 212cm but still 4cm short to pass. Pull-up still need 2 more to pass. Trained my ass off each day, but my knees are close to dying. I really really really fear for it. Just have to pray and hope that my leadership skills pull me up. 2.4km is a pleasant surprise though, a timing of 10:30.

Alright, gotta get ready for book in.

2011-08-21T14:34:00.003+08:00

Booked out early this morning. Booking in later tonight. Why? Cause I had to do weekend guard duty. 4 shifts of 2 hrs guard, 4 hrs rest. Not gonna explain much. Just that it's been the toughest week so far with hardly any rest and fucking little sleep and top it all off, when I was so looking forward to going back home on a Sat to get me rest and see the family, received news that I had to do that guard duty.

Down and depressed at that time but what to do, suck thumb. Bar Raya, the next two weeks will be hell. Field camp right after raya! Die!

2011-08-14T13:21:00.002+08:00

Booking in at 1655 later. Feels so sucky to book in in the afternoon on a weekend. So sad, so depressing. Whyyyyyyyyy?

It will all be overrrr one day i know.

2011-08-08T17:13:00.003+08:00

Hey, guess what? I'm sick again! And that means I'm suffering. Every illness that you get when in Tekong will take a much much much more longer time to cure than when at home. Fever plays with you, it fluctuates. Cough loves you too much, it won't leave you. Phlegm is almost unlimited.

It will definitely disrupt your daily life. I'd already missed last week's Ippt due to it and this week, which is the start of BMT, is an important week for me. I'll be having my IMT and also Ippt again. I know I can't put on my best performance. I was supposed to train myself on this longest weekend ever but I barely did anything. I don't think I can reached 11 min 01 secs for 2.4km run again (Yes, 01 secs, not 20 secs, based on confirmed scoresheet). I could do a few chin-ups already but I think I'll struggle now. It really doesn't help.

And the thing is 6 out of 13 people in my bunk had fever the same day. Quite pissed thinking about it..

2011-07-31T01:37:00.003+08:00

2.4km timing has improved thank God, from 13mins 44 secs to 12mins to 21secs to 11mins 20 secs. Left with 1 week of Ptp phase before Bmt comes in. Training has been really tough at times. Always feel like want to zhao keng but just won't do it at the last minute. Putting in all my effort during training at the expense of my knee joints which is really worrying me now.

& Ramadhan is approaching fast, just 1 day away now. Selamat Berpuasa.

2011-07-24T17:41:00.003+08:00

NS is pushing my dodgy knees to the extreme. Booking in in 3 hours.. Tsk!

2011-07-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Long weekend this week. Booked out yesterday afternoon, then went NE learning at Discovery Centre this morning. And with that, left 2 and a half days left for me to enjoy. Good thing is there's soccer tomorrow night with Min, Colin, etc. At lassssstt!

Done second 4km route march on Thursday. Pace was much faster, so tiring. Next week will be 6km. I wonder how others survived during their 24km route march on POP.

2 weeks left of PTP. Really need to buck up my chin-ups and SBJs. Hope all will be good soon! Anw, I've gotten so fucking dark, it reminded me of my band days. And I'll probably won't stop coughing as long as I'm still in Tekong.

2011-07-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

1 month over. Still can't do chin-up but SBJ and 2.4km has improved. Left eye twitches every morning to the point that other recruits even noticed it. Voice like a rockstar. Still gotta get on with it.

Met Husnul and Min for lunch just now. Even though we don't see one another that often much now, it's amazing how we still enjoy each others' presence. Jokes flying around, making fun of each other, how our present life is, how we missed the past, times in school. Things happening at school now doesn't seem to be good or so according to Min. No matter how tired I was today, I made sure I didn't missed this meeting.

That's all folks. Till we meet again. Oh anyway, I turn 20 tomorrow. Confirmed present is a 2040 bookin back to camp. :-\

2011-07-02T10:23:00.003+08:00

3 weeks of NS has passed. Posted to N Coy, which apparently is one of the most toughest coy to be in. First 2 weeks of adjustment week was alright, 'cept that 2 weeks of no release was unbearable. Also began to fall sick on the start of the second week. Had fever, sore throat, flu and cough. I still have the cough, 2 weeks plus already and still coughing. Phlegm just won't go away. Annoying.

My voice left me for quite some time already. I missed my voice which was made of gold. I'm kind of worried to be honest, I hope my voice comes back soon!

14 more weeks to POP. Taking it slowly, all the training and punishments and etc.

2011-06-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow starts a new chapter of my life. Can't believe how fast this dreaded day has come. But I'll be fine, I know Someone up there will always be with me. He always has. I am thankful.

Mum will be really emotional for sure.. She told me how she didn't want a son when she first got married because she was scared of NS. I'll be missing out on alot of things too. Cousin will be getting engaged the very next day! I should be there and be helping around..

So that's all, good night.

2011-06-07T02:04:00.003+08:00

You don't get any multi-racial than this, although i'm pretty much outnumbered haha. Ate at Swensen's yesterday at NEX, then after that each of the Indians had to go off. Nice to see 'Sergeant' Pretiv after so long! Still so gangster.. Coffee at Coffee Bean afterwards with Jovi and Yuhao. Good catching up!

Had a short talk with Danial just now.. Thanks for remembering and the comforting words, may God bless you!

Anyway on a different note, staying at the first level seriously does my head in sometimes!

God's plans for me are much better than my dreams.

2011-06-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

Saw this on facebook. Omg, proud moment. Handphone quality though.

2011-06-03T23:56:00.004+08:00

Allison Stokke

I might have something for the name Alison/Allison.
- Taylor Alison Swift
- Alison by Slowdive

2011-06-01T00:38:00.005+08:00

On graduation day, what disappointed me most was my parents. It was all fake, given up on them. They're ok now but i won't be surprised if anything goes wrong again next week or the next week or.. It would be nice to have someone that will show me and keep me where the light is.

Great to see the boys again. Never fail to make my day. Shame, they left early! I take back with me all the 'homemade' videos we made together (don't think dirty) as wonderful memories. Might make some gif images from them videos.

I saw Preeti today at Potong Pasir mrt. God, i miss her and the rest. Think we'll be meeting soon.

Matrep moment here? Hahaha if i'm not wrong, she was pestering me for a photo together and I just ended a torturous rehearsal in the field. I almost wanted to throw that uniform away last week, but I think I'll keep it for awhile ah.

Okay bye, shall indulge myself with himym.

2011-05-23T02:16:00.002+08:00

Played a good game of soccer at Khalsa last night with Min, Jordan, Colin and others. Still think I can play better. Anyway, my knees seem to be back to it's shaky state. Can't believe all those cycling and jogging didn't strengthen it. Knees' jammy conditions started way back during primary school when I played soccer seriously almost everyday. Appreciate Min sending me back home. Thank god he downgraded to RXZ which isn't as violent as his previous WR.

Graduation will be in a day and a half's time. Will miss life as a student.

2011-05-21T15:51:00.003+08:00

Just ended my temporary job with L'oreal. It was okay i guess, but for $7/hr, who wouldn't take it? First few days were arranging the strips, products, etc for the different Watsons, Guardian, Fairprice outlets. Honestly, I thought it would be a more physical type of job but we just sat in a small office and did our work. Only knew Liangwei but made friends with a nice guy, Azri.

After that, each of us were assigned to different areas and I was at first assigned in Harbourfront, South areas but decided to swap with another guy to Hougang, Northeast area fortunately. Finished the work with 2 days left to spare so was instructed to wipe and clean the dusty shelves. It was back-breaking work I tell you.

For now, left with two weeks for me to enjoy, do my own thing, maybe shop. I'll have to wait for another two years or so to get a fully deserved rest.. Seriously, come to think of it my teenage years was spent with little enjoyment and satisfaction. Been working since post O'lvls with a month or two break before the next job.

My face is etched with fatigue, stress and haggardness. After NS, I want out of this country to get myself back together.

2011-04-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

Alright, the other day I read lots of comments on facebook about them receiving their NS letter and I felt really anxious after that knowing mine could probably be in the letterbox as well. So after much delaying, I got up and braved myself to open the damn letterbox and tadaaa true enough the letter was in.

Next part was to open the damn letter to know the enlistment date. I've never opened a letter for so long in my life, it took ages. The envelope was weird really. Anyway, my enlisted date was 10th of June and I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Exactly a month before my birthday! And knowing that I'll probably be fasting during training as well.

Not much time left for me to get my fitness up as the whole of May is packed with a temporary job I took (first 3 weeks) and the graduation ceremony on the last week.

But still, there's good news knowing that Ishaq is going in the same day as me. Wow, known him since primary school and I'm really glad God is keeping our friendship strong.

2011-04-13T13:40:00.003+08:00

Well, I've been longing for this for a while.
Just got back from the grocery store. Bought some biscuits, a chocolate and something to drink and now I'm home, watching Modern Family and really relaxing. I mean, really having some time to relax. Unfortunately just for today though, cause work resumes tomorrow.

Alright, back to watching the show.

2011-04-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for the end of April! Will be getting around half a thousand dollars. I know it's $500 but the word 'thousand' and my life don't meet up that often. Anyway, wanted to take a break for a week or two from work initially but after much thought, I'm gonna continue working maybe 2-3 days a week. Don't think I can afford to rest on my laurels.

Went to East Coast after so long last Wed for soccer. Goddddd I love that place. I love Marine Parade. I missed that place.

2011-03-31T09:08:00.002+08:00

This is ridiculous man. I've been on an ant hunting season in my kitchen for the past week and I've already exterminated 3 ant colonies, with the latest just about 5 mins ago. I think it must be one of their family-making season or something. I get so pissed off when I see a bunch of ants on the cooking utensils or having a swim in the water jug, that I've decided enough is enough.

2011-03-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

Alright, life has been pretty average lately. Actually, my life has been always average. Pretty broke now but pay will be coming in the next few days but it'll only be around 200 bucks. Gonna get myself Angles, a new bicycle seat and maybe a few new touches on it, and pay back my mom the money i borrowed from her.

Went cycling (after so long) with Ishaq and my bum was in such pain after that. We went through Punggol Connector which was newly opened but still halfway. Not sure what will be on the other end but it looks beautiful.

Oh, and can't wait for 5 April. Will be meeting up with the guys to treat Syukri as a belated birthday gift. On a side note, fuck the rising COE prices. That's all, ciao.

Jovi
03/25/2007 9:44 pm

* i feel kinda bad treating them as race horse LOL.. 20%commission = 40cents.np

HAHA. This was during Sports Day and Jovi, Nicolaj, me and a couple of others were sitting at the top tier, when they all decided to place some bets on who would finish first in a race. I didn't bet of course but acted as an advisor to Jovi. Asked him to take a certain lane as I knew some of the runners on that lane were pretty good. Sure enough, that lane won and Jovi picked up some $2 and I asked for commission.

2011-03-09T09:35:00.002+08:00

1) Nigel
03/12/2007 9:58 am

* hey bro.
hows it been
no com
no going out
no life.

hope everything works out for u after the holidays
just remember

DUN CHEAT U FUK.jk

2) danial
03/12/2007 1:17 pm

* haaha unlucky fuck.
stay at home and catch up
on lessons la. use the time
wisely.

Haha. This was when I was caught cheating during Social Studies test, common test I think. There were a couple of us also caught cheating namely Preeti and maybe Nigel and Toshi if I remember correctly. Jovi got away as usual that sneaky fellow. When the teacher caught us, was an Indian lady and wasn't Shafee, he was away on that day I think, we were pissed off with that teacher although we knew it was the wrong thing to cheat. And we cheated by having the textbook under our desk which was pretty much lame and stupid. So we had to report to Goy, Normala and Farid for various kinds of punishments. And I was grounded by my mom hence the testimonials above.

2011-03-09T09:12:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting much, been busy with tumblr.. Lol i know how late I am into tumblr but I'm not gonna neglect this blog. I have been here for 3 plus years and written so much and I'm not gonna throw it all away.

So I've been back working again with 7-eleven and it couldn't have been more troublesome now that we have to make waffles. Fuck. Feet are aching real bad after last night's shift but won't stop me from playing at Cage later. It's a good thing Yangshan invited me to play with his classmates or else it will be plain old boredom at home.

The other day, I logged in to Friendster and read all those past testimonials. I had a good old laugh reading them. Those stupid and silly things that happened in secondary school won't ever be relived again sadly. Thinking about it, I was more livelier in the class at Bowen than in Poly. Anyway, will be posting some of the testimonials here soon.

2011-02-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

So, exams are over and if all goes well, then I might have just completed my poly life. 3 years flew so fast, it seems like just half of it. Really when you think about it, due to 6 months of attachment plus the holidays which was like a month or two every year.

I'm really gonna miss SP. The lecturers, some of 'em are cool as fuck, and most importantly, friends. I'm not gonna say much. Don't wanna make a fool of myself, cause if i fail any of the module, then I still have to extend a semester. So I'll save myself till graduation.

:(

2011-02-10T14:51:00.002+08:00

Woke up late for lab test. -.-
But after watching this, I really felt like crying bodoh. Seriously man. I will regret that moment of indecision forever. Even if she comes here again in the future, it just won't be the same. Gotta put this aside and study. I'm trying.

2011-02-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

Taylorrrrrr! You and Liz and Grant were at Chinatown earlier just now?! Dammmmnnn! Where in the world do people get their luck from?! Some got to take a super close pic with you, while I got nothing! Freaking hell. Got to find details about your departure now.

2011-02-07T23:40:00.005+08:00

CNY was spent on a trip to Malaysia with my family & cousins. It was well-spent, as always, and put some shine back into my life. The purpose was to visit a relative's wedding which was on Saturday. We stayed at Malacca on Thursday, before moving to Batu Pahat the next day to prepare for the wedding. Didn't get to buy anything, but watched Khurafat. It was okay, not as scary as Santau, but had some moments where it would shocked you. It was pretty short as well, 1 hour I think?

Went home just in time to catch Newcastle vs Arsenal. 3 mins into the game and I saw the scoreline was New 0 - 2 Arsl. 26 mins on and it was New 0 - 4 Arsl. The game was over, I thought. I was bracing for a a huge beating. At half time, I decided, heck I'm staying put to continue watching. And thank god, I didn't regret it!

Diaby got a red card 4 mins after the break, for trying to choke-slam Joey B. Wtf?! But it wasn't until the 60+ minute when we scored our first goal. A penalty from Joey. The crowd roared and we were attacking relentlessly. Best scored 2, one wrongly cancelled for offside and another a well taken goal. Linesman did us a huge favour though when he flagged up for a penalty again. To be fair, it was a soft penalty given for us. Joey again scoring from the penalty.

Then Tiote came out with this -

I wanted to shout the hell out of my lungs but my parents were asleep beside me. 4-4! Life as a Newcastle supporter comes with a health risk I have to add.

2011-02-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

So, what's new to update? Well, our no.9 oops sorry former no.9 has now jumped ship to Liverpool for 35million pounds. When I saw Min in the morning just now and he's all smiling, I thought what's up man. He said that Carroll is now a Liverpool player, replacing Torres who went to Chelsea which was actually why he was all smiles.

Couldn't really believe it at first, as I didn't went online at all the previous night. Anyway at that time, I knew something wasn't right. Dad suddenly said hey check out some news, Liverpool bidded for Carroll. In my mind, I thought Carroll wouldn't leave. But hey ho, what a surprise.. not.

Was freaking pissed off earlier when I knew about it, & as the day went on I had trouble accepting that Carroll's gone. I was daydreaming in class. I had and have to take in all the shit and humiliation as per normal from friends, uncles and relatives. People don't understand my fucking deep love and loyalty for Newcastle. That has became my weakness and perhaps my own problem but I can't do anything about it. I'm loyal, in all aspects. I had to control myself from cursing at my close friends.

Anyway, Carroll said he was forced out by Ashley & co. Pardew, the gaffer said that Carroll wanted a raise in salary even though he just signed a new contract and when it was rejected, Carroll threw in a transfer request. Who's telling the truth only God knows. Not when money is ruining the game.

Football matters aside, Mum texted me while I was on the bus home asking why I have been really quiet lately. To be honest, I'm like that the whole time at home. What's there for me to talk about? It's like a routine whenever I reached home from school or anywhere else. Dad asks the same questions everytime. It's boring. You want me to change and be more lively, others in the family has got to change themselves. I love my parents very much but it's always been like this. It could have been the effects of me having to face and endure those immature quarrels and fights experienced since young. I really envy those fun and happy families.

Hmm, will be out of the country from Thurs-Sat together with relatives. Looking forward to it & hopefully it will be good time.

2011-01-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well, it's only Friday and I've had some week!

Rehearsed our FYP presentation on both Monday and Tuesday after class, before the big day itself on Wednesday! Thought it went well, better than expected really. Examiners were Capt Ho and Mr Chew. We weren't really afraid of Capt Ho as he's a really nice guy but Mr Chew we weren't so familiar with as he wasn't from maritime school. Turned out he's quite a senior figure in SP and heard that he can be intimidating. The level of maritime knowledge he had, especially our topic's, was surprisingly good too.

After presentation, Capt Ho said, "I thought Asyraf was the most passionate one". Haaa couldn't believed my ears at that time as I suck at presenting, and my groupmates were jealous and after that I kena kutuk left, right and centre.

Today had football at cage. A really good game, basically I was passionate during today's game ah. Scored 3 goals and it feels good. I think Min said that I play better in closed areas rather than in an open area and I have to agree.

Just heard after widespread news in facebook that an NSF died in a freak accident earlier today and he was an ex-bowenian. I didn't know him that well in school but he always seemed like a really good, cheerful and nice fella and i'm pretty sure he was smart too so it's another precious life gone. RIP Eugin Wee.

2011-01-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

Got through the game unscathed today. Hahaha. But I can't finish a game as there will always be a pain in the upper thigh area of my left leg once I'm in the latter stages of a game. The pain will be felt when I lift up that leg. Been around a month or so this has happened, and it takes a few days to feel better. Good banter with Min and Husnul today.

Next week seems like a busy week, I think it will be definitely. Rehearsing FYP presentation tomorrow and on Tuesday before the actual day on Wednesday. Then I think there will be dinner with TCC peeps on Fri/Sat as YingPing will be returning to Malaysia and not coming back. :(

2011-01-23T02:09:00.004+08:00

Fucking pissed!
Twice the lads have conceded in injury time. Last week against the Unwashed and just now against Spurs. I would have taken a draw for each match but when you've have come so close to winning and then conceding in injury time? Feels like getting kicked in the balls. Twice!

Fucking Spurs think they're a big club, a win just now would have made my week. Ameobi for fuck's sake, what a poor overall game he had. Chance after chance, we could have put the game to bed. And fucking Lennon scored when we lost the ball carelessly during our counter-attack. My friends obviously know my hatred for Spurs (& Man Utd). A win could have shut their mouths for once.

A pity though as Coloccini scored, on his birthday and 100th appearance for the club and would have been a perfect birthday celebration. And what a goal! Shame our strikers couldn't do what he did.

Football tomorrow at Pasir Ris. Just gonna have a light game. Don't wanna put too much pressure on my calves. I'm still a little cautious! But my blood's still boiling.. how do I get to sleep? Think I'm gonna.......

2011-01-16T00:48:00.004+08:00

Okay not good not good. Earlier today, one of my phobias came back to haunt me. Calf muscle cramps! Ever since that experience during touch rug in Year 1, I hated it. I wrote about it here too.

Well, it happened just now when there was an 'Amazing Race' event organised by my school. Took place around Hort Park, Vivo & Henderson. It was pretty exhausting. Non-stop running, up & down slopes, activities, etc. I could feel both of the legs all tensed up, and alas it really happened! Damn..

But the best thing was my group came in first. Feels good to at last become the winner of an event after past 'bad' lucks or just plain fucked up helpers of the other events we took part in. There was a fucked up helper too today, too bad he can't deter us.

I think Alicia Keys would make an ideal Cleopatra. This is one of my favourite songs by her. Pretty face, really talented, great personality & what vocals!

2011-01-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

Wore formal attire earlier to school for a class excursion to Supreme Court. It was huge inside and we went up that UFO thing at the top. Haha. We also went into an ongoing witnesses trial and it was actually the statutory rape case about the martial arts instructor and his student that made it into the frontpage of the New Paper. I saw the the side view of the accused. -.-

At one point, the witness's lawyer wanted to show the judge a video. Haziq then said, "Wah wah, ni video baik nye!". As it turned out, it was just some practices of their martial arts video in school that was filmed. What a downer!

After that, ate at Penin for a while and left. Took 147 home and I'm pretty sure I saw the girl/lady I posted about hmmm wait lemme check my archives, September 3 2010! Haaaa she is really cute! Both times she sat at the back opposite me. I don't mind sacrificing time to take 147 from school again cos 74 can be packed at times.

Alright, ciao!

2011-01-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

2011.

The start of a new year. I don't usually make resolutions but here are some at the top of my head.

1) Make full use of the rest of the school term left to enjoy with friends and also study hard.

2) Exercise and get fit a a bit more.

3) Be a better person (obviously, everyone's aspirations), a better son, a better...

4) Be financially savvy.

5) Stop searching, let it come by itself.

Yea, so that's it. Last but not least, wish everyone an awesome and blessed year ahead!

2010-12-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

Soccer @ cage was somehow cancelled. I hate it when I get all excited to play, only for it to be cancelled at the last moment. Syuk invited me just now at NP, but in the end I was lazy to go all the way there. I cycled instead at the usual place alone. Then played ping pong with my cousin.

Tomorrow's Friday. Then there's a week left of term break. Gee, it's all too fast isn't it? Next thing you know, school's over.

2010-12-22T01:03:00.003+08:00

Played Monopoly after FYP meeting. First time I played it with ridiculous/outrageous rules being implemented! Hilarious!

It all started when Min desperately wanted one of Husnul's card (think it was Raffles Place) in order to have one complete red sector so both traded. During trading, they made an agreement that if Husnul was to step into any of Min's red properties, he would not have to pay the rent. Vice versa for Min as Husnul also had one complete sector after that trade.

Me and Syuk didn't know at first but when we notice Husnul not paying Min when due, we were like wtf?! After that, there were all kinds of 'agreements' and 'deals' when afterall we were actually backstabbing one other.

Min won at the end, with the largest amount of money. I lost, lol, all because of Min's red properties (more than S$20,000 lost because of it).

Soccer tomorrow at Cage.. Yipeeeeeee!

2010-12-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

I have been thinking a lot lately about traveling around the world. I have always been fascinated about it. You get to see beautiful places, know people, their culture and their way of life. Anything different than the crazy stressful world that I'm living in now would be DAMN refreshing. Also, there's just something about getting to see women of different nationalities.

Now wouldn't be a great idea to achieve this though. I see friends who get to travel to nearby Bangkok or Batam and I already envy them. When you have strict parents like me (mom, to be exact), all you gotta do is to be patient although it can be hard and frustrating at times.

Another problem would be financially. Hate to go further into this but let's hope I get to save up when I'm working, be it p/t or f/t.

On a side note, I'm halfway through to watching Basic Instinct. Tell you what.. a young Sharon Stone, then only 34, is smoking hot! And the movie so far has been really good.

2010-12-12T16:30:00.005+08:00

Last week I was devastated and pissed when Chrissy was sacked as Newcastle's manager. That's because he gelled the team together as a unit when doom and gloom seemed inevitable, made the players play for each other and the fans, had some unbelievable results, albeit also disastrous ones, and took the club to the top half of the table halfway through the season.

A week on, many predicted turmoil again at the club after Alan Pardew took over. I did too, worried that Liverpool were going to give us a thrashing and relegation to happen again. But after last night 3-1 win over the reds, I couldn't have been more happier. The team spirit Chris generated still stood tall. It was a great performance by the team, although Sol Campbell was scary at times, he's too old already! Carroll scored a wonder of a goal too! Nice to see Nolan and Barton's tribute to Chris in the post-match interview. Nice to, for once, get the upper hand over my dad and uncle. But I wouldn't be surprise if next week, we play bad again.

Newcastle aside, 3 weeks break is here. There's still FYP to complete, and maybe squeeze in a couple of temporary jobs. Exam was so-so. NS medical is a few days away. Hmmmmm.

2010-12-05T23:33:00.003+08:00

Alright lads, first it was Bolton 5-1 Newcastle United. That was absolutely horrible to watch. Then we drew Chelsea 1-1, thought it was a good defensive performance for a change. Now West Brom 3 -1 Newcastle United, so it's just two points out of a possible fifteen from the last 5 matches.

Very poor again, let's hope I'm not like that tomorrow for Ship Management. Oh, chalet was fun though.

2010-12-02T22:04:00.003+08:00

Serangoon Central will start to get more and more packed now that NeX mall has opened. The mall looks really gigantic from the outside, yet to visit though.

Studying Port Operations now. Exams next week, but will be having chalet with family and relatives from tomorrow night till Sunday. Couldn't have come at a worse timing.

Breathless - Adorable

My eager eyes came stumbling down
Over this pristine view
My second-rate poetry
Just is not enough to describe you

I'm scrambling 'round the floor
Looking for some fresh metaphor
All the words to describe this just do not exist
I feel better than ever before

I'm breathless and speechless
But still, there is so much to say
In words with one syllable

I love you

Pete really had the talent of songwriting.

2010-11-26T15:44:00.001+08:00

Fucking hell, Beach House and Deerhunter in Singapore, January.

& FUCKING HELL, tickets for Taylor Swift concert sold out! F&%#^(#)_!

2010-11-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

Listened to this again after quite some time. Always reminded me of O'lvls/post O'lvls period. Gotta thank my bud Danial for showing me this great song and the band of course.

Life has always been a roller coaster ride for me, probably more lows than highs recently. The ship I'm in is either sinking one moment, or struggling to keep afloat the next. Been cycling out at the park connector to Anchorvale (beautiful place) with Ishaq showing me around. Kept my mind at ease.

2010-11-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

Having cough & flu again, plus a lil of fever as well. Think it's the 2nd time in a month. Is there something wrong with my immune system? Or maybe it's the weather? Fuckin' hate this.

2010-11-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

Tell me if it's true
that i need you.
You are changing
I've seen this road before down on this floor
It is hurting me.

2010-10-14T23:36:00.001+08:00

Okay based on today's observation, it seems like it really was a case of My Stupid Mouth.
I hope not pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-10-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

Okay that was really weird.
It was either a case of 'My Stupid Mouth' or 'Say'.
But anyway, thank you John. At least she knows.

2010-10-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

Like a car crash I can see but I just can't avoid.
Like a plane I've been told I never should board.
Like a film that's so bad but I've gotta stay til the end.
Let me tell you now,
It's lucky for you that we're friends.

2010-10-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Bad luck, injustice, homer ref.

Man City 2-1 Newcastle.

Just three minutes into the game, and De Jong put in a some say as a 'fair but tough tackle' on Ben Arfa, that will most unfortunately kill all hopes of us getting him permanently. That's because that tackle resulted in a broken leg to Ben Arfa. Here's a guy that wanted to prove himself in the EPL, forced himself to come Newcastle, had a great start to the season only to be ended prematurely.

As for the match itself, Man City were poor throughout. They got a penalty that referee Martin Atkinson got it totally wrong. Firstly, Williamson got the ball. Secondly, it happened outside the fucking box.

And when Lescott tripped Ameobi clumsily in their penalty area, that was a clearcut penalty and Atkinson failed to award us a penalty.

The standard of refereeing in the EPL now is a disgrace. But I'm really really sad for Ben Arfa. Broken leg.. that's 6-9 months of treatment and rehabilation. Not to mention really pissed at the Man of the Match, the referee.

2010-09-23T17:30:00.004+08:00

Chelsea 3-4 Newcastle United

Only a cup game, with Chelsea fielding some youngsters and we played 3 or 4 youngsters alongside some senior players. But what a game again!

It was a night not wasted, as the game was played at 2.45am local time just now. Great game, although Chelsea had some bad luck against them, having to play with ten men for half an hour or so due to injuries. But still to score 4 goals at Stamford Bridge where they had not conceded for 10 hours is unbelievable.. & to think we hadn't won there since 1986.

To go on a nice cup run would be well, nice, but priority would be to stay in the league.

Think this blog is better suited to write about my love for Newcastle United.

2010-09-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

I get this feeling inside, whenever you talk to me. A feeling that probably is real for the first time.

2010-09-20T23:31:00.005+08:00

Ten days past Raya and as always during this time of the year, I get to spend more time with the family, cousins and relatives. Also surprisingly, the amount of cash I received this year has been far greater than I expected. As of now, it's $200++. The last time I received this much was during primary school I think. Been tempted to splash some cash, but there's still abit of dental fees left to pay. Shall wait until it's cleared before I can start to spend some & save some.

On another note, Everton 0-1 Newcastle Utd. Absolutely delighted. A point would have been pleasing but a win at their ground?! And to top it all off, it was Ben Arfa who scored! And what a goal it was!

2010-09-03T05:56:00.002+08:00

was in 147 on the way home and seated in front of me was a pretty lady. had this stern or fierce look but i find that really cute. hmm wonder what's flare though, touch rugby? dance?

at work, some guy called and asked somewhere along the lines of, "do you deliver islandwide?" Raihan replied, "Yes, we deliver anywhere that has a postal code." I dont know but i find that hilarious.

okay last paper (syndrome) today, studying right now! Supply Chain Management = SCM = Sure cannot memorize.

2010-08-30T00:53:00.003+08:00

bought a liverpool jersey for dad's birthday.
& ben arfa completes loan move to newcastle! :-)
can't wait to see him play, but have to wait for another 2 weeks.

exams this week, having a stressful time now..
can't seem to get anything into my head.
first paper in 9 hours time.. don't think i'll sleep.

wow, haven't heard taylor's songs for some time til i came here, still love her though.

2010-08-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

Don't think I'll ever be happy in this house.

2010-05-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

Singing is not my forte at all, but this song is stuck in my head. So i can't help it really, apologies if it causes rainstorms for the next few days.

For the lovely people.

Sung by Taylor herself.

2010-05-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

Just finished reading it. 5/5.

It's about Charlie, a teenager, writing letters to an anonymous person (whom i guess maybe is us, the readers, he's writing too) about what he goes through in his life. It's like a typical American teenage life. Drug abuse, love, teenage sex, and growing up. (Even homosexuality.)

Stephen Chbosky is an excellent novelist, not to mention one with taste in music. In the book, he gives references to films, literatures and music. Even Vapour Trail - Ride, one of the main reasons i decided to find this book.

Review

Quotes from the book.
-"I feel infinite."
-"We accept the love we think we deserve."
-Do you know what 'masturbation' is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Masturbation is when you rub your genitals until you have an orgasm. Wow! -Girls are weird, and I don't mean that offensively. I just can't put it any other way. -

"It's too bad you're not gay. Then again, if you were gay, I would never date you. You're a mess." "You know, Patrick? If I were gay, I'd want to date you." "Of course."

Thanks Stephen Chbosky, a screenplay of this novel would be awesome.

2010-05-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

In an extended interview with New York radio station RXP, Liam Gallagher discussed his first recording project since the band he rode to glory in the ’90s, Oasis, imploded last summer. Gallagher revealed that he has been writing with former Oasis sidemen Andy Bell and Gem Archer, and former La’s drummer Chris Sharrock.

“Mega musicians, man,” said Gallagher.“People know Andy from Ride and Gem with Heavy Stereo. Those two are on fire at the moment.”

Bell, as mentioned, was the lead guitarist in the influential shoegazer band Ride in the early ’90s, but played bass with Oasis after joining the group in 1999. According to Gallagher, he has begun playing guitar again for these sessions: “He thinks he’s Jimi Hendrix at the moment. I’m very excited about it.”

Me too. It's about time Andy played guitar and not waste his talent on it on a bass.

Taken from http://www.gibson.com/en-us/Lifestyle/News/liam-gallagher-0329/.

2010-04-15T02:02:00.003+08:00

Was playing the guitar, and the headstock was leaning against the metal grill of the windows since i was lying down as well. It made a very hollow, amplified sound that I freaked out a little.

I haven't been into a jamming room for years now. Yes, years. How sad and pathetic.

Ahhh.. making cute faces, lovely hair, sweet voice. I can finally sleep.

2010-04-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

Jessie James.
Saw this bird while looking at Taylor Swift's last.fm page. Under similar artist. Similar in terms of that both are country/pop singer/songwriter. But in terms of appearance, I'd say this one might just eclipsed Taylor Swift. F#cking hell, she's stunning! Doesn't help her name sounds like some sort of pornstar either.

Have a look at her other pics here.
Jessie James.

2010-04-04T20:08:00.006+08:00

Just listened to Tarantula, Ride's fourth and last album, for the first time. Their weakest album amongst the rest. Still there are 3-5 songs in there that are actually very nice to me. My favorites are Castle on the Hill, by Andy, and Deep inside my Pocket, by Mark. Ironically, the words on these 2 songs shows the rising tension between the two of them. Andy being so caught up in love, most of his songs are a tribute to his wife. Have uploaded the songs here, have a listen.

2010-03-22T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hi

Hmm, so Liam now says that instead of a new album in July, it will be next year instead. Well, fine i guess. Anyway, Manchester United just beat Liverpool a few hours ago and as usual, you see their 'fans' coming out in facebook, msn, etc and spout some shit. When they lose, they go into hiding.

Yeah, you can also imply that to Liverpool fans, or any other top 4 sides if they had a good day but the majority or almost all Red Devils disgust me. No fun being in a common area. I'd rather be different.

2010-03-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, Class A drugs.
Just found out that Oasis are gonna continue without Noel, with a new name maybe, 8 songs completed and a new album sometime out in July?! Wonderful, would be a great birthday gift. And to top it off, ANDY BELL on guitars! Fucking yes!

2010-03-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

Lucky son of a gun. Sweet.

2010-02-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

Nine out of ten I would have failed just now but bless Instructor Khalid for his kind soul, letting all passed. All seemed calm prior to the lesson but once it kicked off, I couldn't control myself. Engine stalled once and didn't concentrate well at all. Must be having a hangover from the chalet earlier.

Not so interested in here already, lesser time . Maybe a random post a month.

2010-01-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

Cramps, cramps and more cramps!
Played soccer last week and had calf muscle cramps.
Had one again yesterday. Thing is, I'm still traumatized by the incident that happened during rugby training in Year 1 (read May 15 2008).

2 more weeks to exams. After which holidays, and then Year 3?! It's too fast. Haha okay, CRS teacher said I have good English! Thanks!

2010-01-15T00:22:00.001+08:00

Lying in her crumpled bed
Her lips dripping red
It's gonna be another long summer
Stripping the love from one another
Cutting the love from one another
Killing the love from one another

2009-12-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Body aches so much, i can feel the heat and eyes are watery.

But still i've got to work.

Superstar in your own private movie
I wanted just a minor part
But i'm no fool,
i know you're cool.
I never really wanted your heart.

2009-12-14T01:58:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh!
Sam postbox was just a meter away in the same bus for 15 mins.
Starstrucked. She defined beauty.

2009-12-13T01:12:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th! Love.
What beautiful hair..

2009-12-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

Young and orbit, but they were the best.
Love the mad drums and solo.

2009-11-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

this isn't working out!
should i press the panic button?
maybe not but how the fuck can i finally be able to do it?

or maybe when can that day comes?
fuck, that's it.

maybe i should give up and head straight back into nowhere,
like i always do.

2009-11-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

Disappointed but the result system for the SMA street soccer event just now is totally fucked up. Won the first round but lost the second round (on penalties!!!!) and we're out. But losers of the first round got to participate in the 'loser' pool where the winner of that pool will take on the winner of the 'winner' pool. Sounds cock. The penalties i'm not too sure, I thought Syuk won it for us already during sudden-death but no.

Next year then!

2009-11-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

I see that you've got a new haircut, it looks stunningly beautiful on you. As always.

But one thing, I'm not best pleased about you and the other Taylor. You know that. Right.

Moonlight Medicine.

2009-11-01T16:12:00.001+08:00

God i love her more than anyone

sweet, sweet superstar

2009-10-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

"the sexiest woman in rock"

Juanita Stein

2009-10-21T19:48:00.001+08:00

1) Sell the old amp.
2) Get a new one.
3) Noise.

Before all this, I need to find a job.

2009-10-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

I seriously think that maybe I should stop being a good guy or a nice guy, be it outside or at home, because people just don't appreciate it.

Maybe I could meet you there, where the world doesn't care.

2009-10-17T08:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I've finally completed my extended ITP. Mixed feelings at the end. Relieved to finish but at the same time, gonna miss some of the times.

Thanks to;

SS Tan-MD
Tim - Supervisor
Jeffrey- General Manager ( Respect for him. Learnt alot under him.)
Sharon, Weifen, and the others.

Not forgetting to all Masters, Officers, Engineers, Deck Crew. I guess I'll have a much quieter handphone now, since the they'd talk to me in Malay for easier communication.

2009-10-10T05:50:00.002+08:00

Just watched Fifteen's music video.
Always nice to see her new MVs.
Can't wait for Oct 27th!

2009-10-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

They should include an additional E-string (thinnest one) in those packets.
Bloody pain in the ass.

2009-09-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

RIDE IS OFFICIALLY MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE BAND. SURPASSED OASIS!

C'mon Andy, take a break from Oasis for a while and reform Ride!

2009-09-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

kanye west has to be someone deprived of respect and class. fucking rude douchebag! reminds me much like what Adebayor did at the weekend.

special thanks to beyonce to be fair.

still love you very much taylor <3

2009-09-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

For the past 6 months, I was so looking forward to the 18th of September. All the whole in the office, I was staring at the calendar and counting the days to that date. Cos' that's the day ITP officially ends!

But now, I may have to add another month to it cos' my supervisor wants me to extend ...

I'd like to think I left a good impression all the while there hence the offer to extend, plus more than double my pay for that extra month. It's like having a two month bonus! I seriously can't describe how i felt just now.

It's like your hopes were all dented and crushed, but at the same time a light at the end of the tunnel. Don't know what I'm talking here also..

Just hours earlier, during lunch break, Min and I went for a part-time interview. If we were to be accepted to that job, then i'll have to cancel it.

Oh god, hope I make the correct decision here.. !

2009-08-30T03:14:00.003+08:00

First The Verve, Now Oasis. Who's next ?

Thank god there's still Taylor Swift.

Why did you touch my hand and softly say...
Stop asking questions that don't matter anyway.

2009-08-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

Pretty much sums the past and present for me. Hopefully, not the future as well..

2009-08-15T12:44:00.001+08:00

Bloody hell, the verve have broken up again. For the third time! So not cool.

2009-08-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

Have been eating TCC stuffs for the past 2 fridays with Hizam. Talk about loaded, NO! With the help of vouchers, my discount card and excessive boredom.

I really really can't wait for attachment to ends. 5 more weeks! Or 27 more days to be exact! Have minus away a couple of days planned with Min. Hahaa. About the project, only 12 slides done. Deadline looms near.

Ytd, was funny. First prac. Fell 2 times aye, leg hurts now. Haha! Other than that, all goes well. Okay, i'm bored. So long since i last guitared with Ishaq. Gonna ask him soon, but think he's abit busier this month.

Ciao!

2009-08-01T00:28:00.003+08:00

I'm taking time out to post this because of the most devastating and heartbreaking news i heard a few hours ago. Sir Bobby Robson passed away, at 76.

This is the man who made me supported Newcastle United. I remember him taking over us when we were in 19th, afterwhich we finished top half and in his first home game we thrashed Sheffield Wed 8-0.
The man who took us to an exciting Champions League adventure for 2 or 3 years.
The man who led his team to play a beautiful attacking game.
The man who flirted with the no.1 spot during his time at Newcastle.
The man respected and well-liked by football fans all over the world.
The man who battled and won cancer 5 times but unfortunately, couldn't carry on any longer.

I enjoyed every minute of his tenure at Newcastle. During which, the likes of Chelsea, Liverpool and Arsenal, all of whom i would look forward to face because we could actually beat them. Even against Man Utd, we would give them a good scare.

There are countless things to write about him, it might become an essay.

Thank you for the good times, Sir Bobby. R.I.P.

Arsenal 1 - 3 Newcastle United. Broke the london jinx. Great game.
'That goal could send Newcastle United to the top of the Premiership table.'
Wonderful times. Shame at the current situation.

2009-07-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

Went to NDP preview just now. Have to say it wasn't that bad lah, 7/10. I thought i saw some pole-dancing performance. I'm pretty sure it was. After that, went home straight,felt some fever afterwards.

Oh, met Edwin and Muhdy in the MRT. Good to see them again at last, esp Edwin! Man, miss those touch rugby days.

Addicted to wonderwall's bassline, it makes me move, especially live.

2009-07-18T13:45:00.003+08:00

2009-07-12T22:26:00.001+08:00

Today, in the afternoon, I saw the beautiful girl whom i often saw in the bus on my way to work. This time, it was on a different occasion. On a weekend. At the bus-stop where she's always from. And today, i alight, to my surprise and pumping heartbeats, to see her sitting down on the bench.

I would like to think that she recognized me when she looked at me. I wanted to talk. But, I let the chance to slip away again. As usual. Nowadays, i don't see her at all to work.

I doubt i'll get any more chance. Thinking about it, it's killing me. Damn down!

Shit, it's that teardrops on my guitar ? (Haha ya right.)

2009-06-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

Quite a day for me today. First thing in the morning, went to banks to collect lots of cash. Lots. $30,000 plus in my bag. Felt so rich. Have been doing this at the end of every month. Anyway, it wasn't for me. For the ships.

After which, in the afternoon, went to go up to 2 vessels. Our wooden boat got broken down for 1 hr in the middle of the journey. Haha, thankfully Uncle Leng, the driver managed to fix it. Once all is done, Chief Engineer followed us back to shore. He wanted to buy a laptop at Sim Lim so i followed him. Lol, same day got pay, same day spent almost all of it.

Not only a laptop, but Iphone also! Wahlao.

Fuck, if there's a word that defines coward, wimp and loser, then it has to be me.

2009-06-24T22:23:00.004+08:00

'I don't know where it comes from'. Does the singer look familiar to oasis fans ? Yea, cause he's the current bassist for them, which is kind of a waste as he's rad with six strings. Here he is with his first band, Ride. Amazing band.

Nice weather today for a change.
Gotta make some time for Transformers and Megan Fox!

2009-06-17T03:38:00.010+08:00

They are still the best.
Okay i'm dead, still can't sleep. Confirm Red Bulls later.

2009-06-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hi, i'm blogging from work now. Can't help but notice that the Singapore Profitable Group are interested in buying Newcastle United! They are led by former liverpool players, Steve McMahon and Kenny Dalglish.

If it's true and their offer are accepted, it will be great news! A Singapore-based company buying my one and only club, maybe they can give Newcastle fans from Singapore free trips to St James' Park. I have suffered more than enough torture supporting them and i'm still only 17.

Back to work.